Hello everyone, I have been a believer in Jesus for years..
please don’t judge.. I’m not here to cause a fight, however in spite of all the illnesses and repression’s of emotional and mental abuse I’ve received from many places including so called Christians .. (I don’t want to name all of the issues I have)
It is extremely difficult for my mind to work with me on the matter about the Bible and God.
I have been researching multiple topics and websites about contradictions.. and I as a Christian learning from the Bible have learned multiple ways a believer can use whatever it is to show in context and explain the inconsistencies and how everything fits together
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The issue at hand is.. a part of me still believes out of fear of one day the end will come and I’m sure a lot of you know the biblical story.
Even with the evidence I have found.. I am looking for intelligent atheists who can encourage me and help me see that if the Bible was truly fallible and errant, I feel the need to see your take on things..
I don’t want to be a believer if the Bible isn’t true.. for I feel the that I am a human Being just as any other human.. and if the Bible isn’t true I can honestly say that I don’t need to use the New Testament as a moral compass..
I however have also witnessed the Old Testament and what happened, and I can honestly say I don’t agree.
And I know how certain atheists can be with sarcasm.. and I find that stuff utterly annoying and belittling.
I am not “holier than thou” type of believer either.
So please don’t treat me as if I was a high maintenanced judgmental and hypocrital Man.
I simple ask for respect, encouragement and kindness as a human individual.. thank You.

Ps..
I don’t know where this post is supposed to go. I hope I’m not posting in the incorrect place.