Theist a thousands of year old book is proof that some human put together a book. That you feel awe when you look listen or hear something of beauty only means that you observed a phenomena that your brain liked. Only god can prove it exist to those of us that haven't died yet. Unless you've been dead for a month and come back into human existence after actually seeing the face of god and being elevated to it's level then you are simply claiming to know things that you can't possibly know. : )