Hello Everyone, I am new here. Unfortunately I cannot tell my real name, sorry about that :) I'm from Lahore, Pakistan and I've been an atheist for the last 4-5 years and only a few people in my circle know that I don't care about my religion (Islam) but no one actually knows that I'm a full blown Atheist. I registered here cause I needed to talk to someone, I just cannot keep it inside me anymore, sometimes I wanted to scream and let it all out but I knew if I do so it'll only create problems for me. People will needlessly try to have a debate with me and I cannot openly answer their questions because if anyone gets mad, my life could be in serious danger because all it needs is a Religious Cleric to declare me an Infidel and voila! some maniac will shoot me or try to behead me

The Concept of God never made sense to me, I always thought why some man sitting upstairs would give a shit about what we do in our private time and how we do it when more than half of the world's population don't even have access to clean water. If he all that merciful and all knowing why are People dying in terrorist attacks happening in his name, why are babies dying of hunger? surely he must know about it all and still decides to do nothing about it. This is a real Sadist God we're talking about here.

That's enough for now, it really feels good to get some of these things of my chest. Hoping to interact with you guys. Thanks for reading.