I hope this finds you well. I've compiled some of my responses in online atheistic debates I've had. Any questions or criticism are welcomed. I'm really just interested In what people believe and why. If they have played the tape all the way through or is it an emotional response. This is somewhat of a read. So take your time with it. It is the biggest matter in life and death. So I think it's important to know as much as we can before our numbered days are up. I'm interested to hear your thoughts.
Thank you.

I wonder what atheists think of stuff like people selling their soul to the devil? There is endless proof of this stuff. They are so bent on disproving God or should I say religion, which is easy for anyone to do. Because religion is man made. The living God is much bigger than religion and if you miss the boat because you are looking at what man has done rather than The Creator? Then goodness gracious, that's the smallest rock that caused this biggest fall. Say the works of the enemy is not involved with that one lol. How can they disapprove this stuff? Or is it not profitable to them? Because really at the end of it all, they just don't want to know God. That's what it always boils down to. "Well if God would only do what I have in mind? Then I would believe in Him." lol they can't even be honest enough to look at that delusion and say that is the root of all Atheism. They want to play God, by telling God, what to do and because it doesn't work that way. God must not exist. Just admit it already, you do not want to know God. You want God to know you. And because you don't like it. You miss the whole boat. We all still have to face death. How is it possible to close your mind to the possibilities? When you feel death closing in and you taste your last moments, all that you think you know is not going to matter? You are going to cross the threshold of "The Unexplored Great Unknown!!!" You will not be able to have any pride whatsoever. And if you are hoping for nothingness? Seriously, is that what your hoping for? Is that what you believe "by faith" happens when we die? With no source of information validating the authority for such a claim? Have you played the tape all the way through on your beliefs? You are saying Hitler gets the same thing as everyone else escaping judgement. People who kidnap children and sell them into sex slavery and human trafficking get the same thing as everyone else. You are saying, all we ever did, everything that we are, what we loved, hated, and everything we lived for, was for nothing. Really???? Why does every human have a sense of eternity? Why is every culture, in every nation, always obsessed with the afterlife? Of course there is many facets of deception, and of course there is many influences not of God that lead people to false and incomplete beliefs. That's why you get caught up on religion.

But listen to this. This is the message we are all born with. This Creation is here. Not a single one of us had anything to do with it. We were given life. A gift that we were not alive enough to even ask for. If you look into the depths of your heart, you will find a longing to know The Creator and Giver of Life. Do not smart your way out of that longing. Because something powerful enough to speak all of this into existence. Is powerful enough to have a plan. God did not create all of this to be unfair. Nor would He ignore a child who desperately hungers to know Him. We need to grow in that knowledge. God does not. We need to see. God does not.

Quite some time has passed with sin and decay on every level. We are living in a countdown. the powers that be in this world have an agenda that has caused already too much harm and separation. The deceptions grow stronger by the minute now. You can not be gullible enough to deny that this "club of elites" does not have yours or mine interests or well being in mind. They are almost complete with this 100 year boom in technology. Quantum computing, artificial intelligence, LHC Cern, robotics, genetic manipulation, interdimensional portals, area 51, underground bunkers, biological weapons, weather modifications, the list goes on about the stuff they let us know about. They are doing much more than we could even imagine under classified top secret. Now, where did all of this come from? If you went back in time 100 years from now. You would not be able to tell them about the world we live in today. So for about 6000 years we have had very little change in the every day life of humanity. But within about the last 100 years, all of a sudden we get a huge advancement. Is it possible that some interdimensional (not Interstellar) power might be behind it? And do you honestly think that "They" are going to use all of this to help humanity? History repeats, there is nothing new Under the Sun, kingdom after kingdom fall, "As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be in the coming of the Son"

Our time here is very short. Everyone knows this life is not all there is. Seek the Creator? Or seek "to become like gods yourself" like most of the world. The temptation that got it all started. The choice is yours. We all die choosing one or the other.

Something to consider. What do you think The Creator had planned out from beginning to end? To redeem that which was lost to sin? Here's a hint, it's not religion.

Why is a simple Carpenter's son the biggest name in all history resetting the timelines? Did this guy really fool the whole world from beginning to end? Fooling billions before He was born, and all the way up to today, and until the end of time? Why is His name the only name in history powerful enough to be used as a everday swear word? Is not the Bible the standard for historical accuracy, most reliable source of ancient text, standing the test of time against historical criticism based on multiple eye witnessed accounts proven to be accurate by countless outside sources and countless archaeologist confirmations becoming our greatest source for the origins of life and death in antiquity? Not to mention that the Bible is the standard for reliability with more than 26,000 copies of the same script, that we still possess today. Written on 3 continent's, in 3 different languages, by 40 different author's, over a span of 1500 years, no other work has been done comparable to The Bible. It should not exist. Even if it were possible for man to conceive of or create such a work? The people who were finishing it would have long forgotten why they started it at all. Let alone the inconsistencies that they would encounter convincing all the people (Kings, Queens, peasants, poets, herdsmen, military leaders, Shepard's, scientists, farmers, priests, pastors, and governor's) to stick with the same story for 1500 years. Most of the authors never met. The cooperation efforts would be astronomical. Yet is stays consistent with the same story from beginning to end. They must of had inspiration from the same source. Hmm, what source could that be?

So to sum it up. It doesn't matter how you feel about God's word. If you want a interactive relationship with The Living God? You might consider starting with "For God so Loved The World" and go from there. Or don't. Rely on your own understanding and learn all you want before you die. Whatever makes you happy I guess. We all die the same. Whatever pride you have in your knowledge will completely disappear. In the end only 1 thing matters, or nothing mattered at all. Something else intrigues me though. There are people who do not deny God's reality but rather choose the opposition. The untold, covered up, deceptive works of the darkness of pure evil exists. They take great efforts to distract and decieve people on massive scales, sparing no expense. So, why many give their soul away for free, they have taken action to oppose God deliberately. Gaining power and wealth from some kind of power that was able to even attempt to tempt Christ with "all the kingdoms of this world." This is not even a debate, this is obvious to everyone from all of our history. If you say God is not the reality? Then you are saying that these people and powers get the same thing as everyone else, escaping judgement when they die with all their wealth and knowledge of evil. If God is not the reality then do we just float on? If we just float on, is there a standard set in place for correct placement? If so, who or what set that standard? Is there any source of information about this kind of stuff? Or is this just the imagination of people who can not or will not give themselves up to the care of The Creator? I wonder, is it even possible to have peace of mind and heart without God? No, because you'll never be able to get rid of the gigantic possibility that you might have been wrong. Opposing God indirectly or directly. God is the reality, the believers have the one answer that is correct. Non-believers have to come up with every other answer except the correct. Maybe partially correct, but if you want a good life long study? Research The Order Of Truth. Truth can not be taken in parts, it has an order that leads to the complete package. It's like The athiesic principal is to take one puzzle piece out of a quadrillion piece puzzle, examine it for flaws out of context, that would not be there if it were still connected to the "Big Picture" because at the end of the day none of us are going to find out who is right or wrong until we die. Another case in point, it's never been about being right or wrong. Believers already know that we are all wrong, we have 1 answer. Only non-believers have to be right. That's why y'all have all the answers lol. Have y'all even thought of the implications if you were right? Whoopdy Doo, there is just nothingness, with no memory of any existence, meaning... all we ever did, didn't matter at all? Wow that has to be the silliest and easiest thing to put your belief in. Did you know everyone is an atheist by default, it's that easy. As I'm writing it, it seems like people would rely on their emotions and imagination to save them? With no source of information. Theory's upon theory's. What does that accomplish? Self righteousness? Self is what is accomplishes. It accomplishes "surely you will not die, you will become like gods yourselves." The temptation that got it all started. Wow...

Forgive me, I tend to follow questions when I write as a form of habit. I may have digressed. Listen, if you want to know God? Put it to the test without predetermined judgements and bias. Open up and you'll see. God's not going to force Himself on you. What kind of Love would that be? If you don't want to know God? Then just keep doing what your doing. It's just that simple. But... This is the biggest "But" in history... BUT, if God is the reality? (Btw He really is) then I can't imagine what it will be like to take the full burden of #sin as you stand before Pure Holiness and The Giver of Life without redemption... The tongue has the power to speak life or death. What does your message speak?

People love defending their right to be wrong. No matter the consequence. That's my personal story. So you actually do say God is the reality. But you just don't like Him. Because He created all of this just to be a 'douchebag." Lol That's fine. I used to feel that way too. Seriously, we will all find out soon enough. I don't waste my prescious 1 life on these comments. Because my message is not my own. We are called. This is one of my many jobs. I guarantee I fought it worst than most people, I hated God more than most people, I didn't want any kind of life, afterlife, or any memory of life, I wanted nothingness more than most people. I've have had alot of traumatic experiences when I was younger. Like, my dad killed himself. Also 2 of my friends that I knew from school when I was young eventually killed themselves. My uncle drank himself to death when I rode my bike over to his house to find him lying naked on the ground stone cold dead when I was 8. My grandma was dying and one of the care takers was stealing her meds. So when she died my mom told me that it looked like my grandpa was poisoning her. We didn't find out for years before the caretaker came clean. That one messed me up quite a bit. And when I was 12 I watched as my grandpa was having a stroke late one night when I was staying the night, he was asking me to take the chains off of him and he was making motions of pulling chains out of his mouth, he kept asking me to get the chains off of him as he was crossing the threshold of death. I called 911 and he died. I struggled with meaning and purpose, the origins of life, what happens afterlife. All the above. I struggled with my own will to live. I grew up in Las Vegas Sin City. Everything is accessible here. I lived real hard, and real fast, always trying to learn as much as I can about everything. I was restlessly Reckless to the extreme. I cared for nothing and no one and had a kingdom of my own established. Evil entities made it very easy for me. After several times of almost dying myself. I was about to end my life when I was just done with it all. When a voice along with visions came to me and showed me that there is Love for the broken hearted. I figured I could always go back to killing myself if the claim wasn't true. So angrily and expectingly I said "They say you can do stuff, let's see it" my life has never been the same since. That was almost 7 years ago. So all that I had learned growing up, became a solid subtance as I grew into the possibility of an order to Truth. Truth has an order btw. Ask God to show you that if your brave enough lol. That is a big one. It means get in line. I didn't like that one either. I still think about ending my life sometimes, like I'm waiting for God to let me down. So I can just do the easy thing and get it over with. But, God keeps blessing me. Bringing me to tears almost daily. So to answer your question, I have 100% faith, because to my experience. It can not be denied. It's undeniable. (Notice religion was not involved in any of this.) Now if I'm wrong for believing that this power that came to me gave us all life, nothing changes I live my life doing everything I ever wanted to do, more so than an atheist. I know how much work athiesm requires. I never had to do the work when I was rejecting God. Because my life reflected that I didn't care what anyone says or thinks of me. No one asked me about my beliefs. They knew I did not care! I didn't have to prove morality existed without God. I lived the way the godless should live. By being god myself. It got me to the point of death lol it never works for long. It consumes you, and you die with money in one hand and not enough power in the other. What do you think was left of my soul? I had everything, but my life was bankrupt.

Because I started believing without expectation. I've followed the stillness of my connection to creation. It's connected me to others, and together we help hundreds of hurt and broken homless people every year. The reason you don't like God, just like I didn't, is because He is a threat, a threat to our sin. And we all know we are all flawed. No answer I ever give you or anything I ever say will be enough for you. You'll just flip it around and say creation itself is not enough proof, the great unknown, death is not enough proof for you. So if all of this ends and nothingness? What's even the point of being right? Just go be a god yourself. But every single one of us knows there's more to this life and death. You really should really take a minute to watch the videos I linked you to. They are not just crap videos. They are some of the most concrete answers I've found in my decades of searching, simplified into a short video for your convenience. Now please tell me how your message will help someone like me? The tongue has the power to speak life or death. What does your message speak? "Live life while we're already here." That doesn't go far enough. People already are doing that. I need something more. I need purpose, meaning, or I'm out. I didn't ask for any of this and I don't like this world. "Well your God is a delusion." Not in my experience. You could have it too if you wanted. I think you have to need it though. "Your message offends me because I would have to follow something that I could not influence, and join a religion." No, you would not be able to corrupt it. Seek God, or don't. I've done my part. Our numbered days dwindle away just the same. I'm going to use mine to the extreme. Why would anyone put a cap on what's possible or not? Haven't you ever seen a magic show? Search real demonic magic. A ton of people are doing what's not possible. God is not only possible. He is everything we are created for. All I'm saying is. Don't wait for death to show you.

I hope you find what your looking for. I have against all odds.

Oh boy, this video sure uses a lot of assertions for an atheist lol. If you let religion get in the way of the awe and wonder of creation. Rejecting the deep rooted knowledge that we are born with. Then you have missed the boat completely. Because you looked at man rather than God. We are living in a countdown, our days are numbered, life in this world is so short. Learn all you want before you die. But never forget, we don't know enough to stand on such pride. We can't say for certain, that we know anything as we feel death closing in. That's why they call it "the great unknown." But if you want to know if the supernatural exists? God will always point to The Savior. Once you receive the gifts from that you'll easily be able to see through the deceptions and the corruption that has taken place since the beginning of time. Creation was complete from the start and we messed it all up creating decay in every form. I can see why you don't want there to be a God. I once wanted nothingness as well. But that's not the case. We all serve something. Worship is what you give your time and attention to. If it's not the Giver of Life? Then what are you worshipping? How long will that last?

Do you ever get tired of seeking, like me? What helped me was making conclusions. God is or God is not. (Nothing else changes a damn thing when we die other than that.) We can contemplate it endlessly. The origin, meaning, purpose, and hope of life and death. My senses tell me that I didn't ask to be here nor did I speak myself into existence. I have no idea how any of this is possible. I have nothing to do with any of it. My sense is also tell me that I have no idea on what's going to happen when I die. My senses tell me that if there is no afterlife? This... was... such... a... Waste! My senses tell me if there is an afterlife then there must be some intelligence to appropriate correct judgment and placement of that afterlife. Meaning what we do here matters our choices, decisions, actions, Love, hopes, beliefs, intentions, iniquities, transgressions, all the above. What's in your mind, heart, soul, spirit, your being, Who You Are matters. Now if that is true, the implications are off the chart. My senses tell me that all of the knowledge and wisdom of everything I've ever learned will not save me from death. Now seeing how it would be completely useless to put a cap on what's possible and not possible. It would be like saying "well I've learned enough, looks like that's it, I'll just rest on my Laurel's now." My senses tell me that because it is a very big possibility that we were created with the signature of The Creator all over the place. That it is much more profitable to live in the possibilities, than it is to deal in the deadly definites. Seeing how it's only 1 or the other, God is-or-God isn't. My senses tell me that the most logical, most reasonable, most humble, most hopeful, most inspiring, most meaningful, most complete, most important, life and death changing answer would be to seek The Creator. Seeing how literally, you don't have to do anything for the opposition to that. "Well, there is no God, just gonna hang up my hat now, I guess that's it. I'm just going to go back to what I was already doing." By believing, I lose absolutely nothing an atheist has, but gain everything that they don't. I can still go to work, learn about rockets, be interested in space, read books, eat good food, go to college and get a career. I can literally do anything an atheist can do. But, I can do more. Because I have gone beyond what can be read in a book. I've gone above what my senses tell me. I've gone into the stillness of my soul and connected with The Life Giver who is the definition of Power. Which BTW answers every and all questions. Giving peace of mind, and rest to the soul. This kind of Power can do more with my life than I ever could. So not only do I have more than the athiest, I have more than myself! Now, because I have reached out and taken action into believing such a Power created us to be Loved and experienced massive results that are undeniable, opening me up to The Truth about The Plan of Redemption of what was lost to religion. My senses tell me it's hard to believe. My senses tell me that I don't want that to be the Truth because of the convictions and implications. But who am I to put a cap on what's possible or not? Here's a good question, why do I not want this to be Truth? Why do I have to fight it? Is it not the most amazingly beautiful thing in existence? So in conclusion, my senses tell me there is something going on here that's bigger than the eye can see. Bigger than you and me. I'm going to seek the possibilities. I think I've come to my senses. Can you say the same thing?